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♥ --Friday, January 23, 2009
♥ Be with me forever.. <3 ♥

Been very busy lately always coming home nearly midnite.

Dunno wats up wif me lately or wats up wif the ppl ard me lately???

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!

Today my dad really sucks...Dunno why. No mood for any stuffs. Went work kinda early. Dad send all of us. 1st drop my sis, followed by my bro, me and my mum. Worked till 12 today. Keep day dreaming or staring into space. Worked for 4 hrs. Times up dun feel like clocking out but wanna work more nt because i gt nth to do jus dun wan my mind to wander abt to some other things. I love to keep myself busy when i'm in a situation like this.

After work, called my mum cos i dunno where to go and this is the time nt knowing wat to do next normally i do hava lots of plans. Haiz...shall nt tok abt wat happen alrite. Meet my parents at the temple near my workplace to pray my grandma. Ran in so many direction jus to find tt place cos i dunno hw to get there. And yup, cross lots of busy roads jus dashing across like tt. Nt feeling scared if i get accident or wat cos i'm nt tinking of anything jus wanna get to the place fast and meet my parents. 2nd time gonna meet in an accident for the day. 1st was in the morning inside the car.

Anyway, wats the point of getting scared??? When life treat u unfairly and fate is always playing wif u. Seriously "zuo ren zhen de shi zuo dao hen xin ku" Wonder why we are in this world for???

> To enjoy?
> To suffer?
> To make a fool out of ourself?
> Letting ppl bully?
> Or to go round hurting ppl?

Sometimes i wonder...if i dun exist nor created where would i be? I jus wish i can go somewhere far away alone without anybody noe where to lead a simple life without having so much misunderstanding among ppl and causing wat so ever things tt become so complicated. Or i jus wonder...if i'm phiscally disabled, eg dumb, heartless(no feeling) or jus some mental patient who gt no worries on life but jus leading their life in their crazy world.

Haiz...seriously sometimes dunno wat to do. Keep quiet also wrong, tok so much also wrong, crap also wrong, joke also wrong, make 1st move also wrong, dun make 1st move also wrong, get jealous also wrong, dun get jealous also wrong. Dunno do wat then correct sia. Guess do nth also later more wrong. Life SUCKS!!!

"I'm going to change and tts for real." No more crappy, talkative and joker me jus a quiet and serious person who will take things more lightly.

P.S I din meant to hurt ur feelings or wat so ever alrite. Tink wat u wanna tink and say wat u wanna say. Seriously if u're really sick and tired jus tell me. Although i'm nt so patient like u i too hav my limits. . Some words you used to say, it hurt my feelings and pride but i jus push it aside without telling you so as nt to spoil the atmosphere and as time goes by i'm used to it cos i noe you did nt do it on purpose. Nvm...you wont noe hw i feel.

P.S Dun b such a gan chiong spider or a complain queen man. I'm jus a trainee and i still cant rem my bar drinks recipe. You dun hav to make such a big scene and licking all the boot of the manager. I'm nt going to snatch ur job. I'm jus there to work, learn and past time. I'm also nt going to be a full timer there.

Guess no point in blogging also when life sucks. Haiz...FUCK THE LIFE!!!

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