♥ --Tuesday, January 13, 2009
♥ Be with me forever.. <3 ♥
I'm so STRESSED up!!!! ARGH....
Study also STRESS...
Why???
Cos need to worry abt exams.
Not Studying also STRESS....
Why???
Cos need to worry abt the future wat am i going to do wif less qualification.
Choose course also STRESS....
Why???
Cos need to worry whether will i like the course module and also whether can i cope wif it.
Going into Higher NITEC or POLY also STRESS...
Why???
Cos if Higher NITEC parents will start nagging to work hard to get into Poly. Then also gt to tink of my future like tt i'll waste 2 yrs. Then go Poly, stress also cos Poly life diff, studies style also diff, everything is so diff there. And also parents will start to nag again to make sure i ca get into University.
Work also STRESS sia...
Why???
Cos i need to arrange my schedule and need to learn the ropes.
HAIZ....HAIZ.....HAIZ.....do wat then nt stress???
Sian sia...everything is so stressful. Hw i wish life could be easier abit.
Hmmm...ytd...went to work late as well as today cos ytd my sis was sick so i brought her to the 24hrs doctor. till i was like 20mins late for work. For today is cos i overslept. Seriously damn tired la. Weather also so cold then rain also. Today work almost till 4.30pm then finish work le cos today last day and we gotta help to packed up. Help to bring all the chairs and tables to the 3rd foor. Had fun cutting up all the boxes and also tapeing them. haha On the way out to sch, bump into Travor (Classmate/Classs Rep) He's also back to reg for Higher Nitec i tink.
After work, went out wif darling to catch a movie at E-Hub. Watch "Ong Bah 2" the show okok la. Although i dun really watch fighting show. haha After tt went to White Sand cos he wanna check things out. Bump into 1 of my Starbucks friend there. LOL i cant rem her man but she can rem me. haha Had dinner at Mac...
Then all of a sudden cry also dunno why. 1 reason was my contact lens kinda dry and the 2nd wan i'm nt too sure. Mayb his words are too touching. LOL Jus dunno why lately i'm so emotional. Keep crying or jus keep quiet for almost the whole day and staring into space. Mayb due to my course thingy and some other stuffs on my head. Darling seriously had a hard time coaxing me. Seriously 1st time i've ever come pass a guy who is so patient wif me even though i dun feel like toking nor i wanna do anything. I dunno hw to explain hw i feel here but i jus wanna say THNKS for ur patient and trying to cheer me up. Although you dunno hw to cheer me up but by ur actions and some of ur words it really did make me smile.
I Love You!
OMG....tml is my BTT. Taking it again. Hope this time round i'll pass man. Gd luck to both darling and me. haha Make sure we'll pass it wif flying colours. =) Then i can faster drive a car rather than everydaay squeezing wif ppl inside the train and also going anywhere kinda convenient but parking is a prob. haha Somemore nw is like adult fare la then so EX seh....Almost 2 days i've gt to top up 20 bucks!!!
Labels: Stress and Emotional
